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Foreword

My name is Michael Yap, but most

people call me Mike. I am 56 years

old and live in Malaysia.

35 years ago in Germany, during my

deepest, darkest hour, I was saved

from suicide by a guardian angel or

spiritual guide, if you want to call

it that.

From then on, my life started to change gradually

in strange ways. For instance, I lost my

attachment to material things. Red meat suddenly

became tasteless to me.

I also discovered that I could communicate with my

angel and other souls whenever I want. It's not a

gift I asked for. Nor was it something I wanted

because it came with a lot of excess baggage. But

since I couldn't get rid of it, I have learnt to

live with it.

But, this website is not about me. It's about the

King of Pop - Michael Jackson.

To be honest, I am not a real fan of Michael

Jackson. Though I like some of his songs, I

wouldn't go to his concert even with a free

ticket. Nevertheless, when I heard about his

untimely death on June 25, I was shocked. I

couldn't believe that the "King of Pop" had died.

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When my friend asked me if I could use my gift to

communicate with Michael Jackson, I thought that

he was kidding. But obviously, he wasn't.

He is a fan of Michael Jackson, and like his

millions of fans worldwide, my friend had some

unanswered questions. Like, what was the cause of

his death? Was it an accident or a suicide

attempt? Was he really a child molester or a

victim? Where is he now? Is he better off now -

after death?

After some persuasion, I finally agreed.

At around 2 am on June 27, I began my

extraordinary journey to "interview" Michael

Jackson… from the grave.

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Q. Was your death accidental or suicidal?

(Note: The answer that Michael gave was not as clear cut as a

simple "yes" or "no".)

took many types of medications that I should not

have. That led to my sudden demise. And I was

shocked that I had died. In fact, I am still

trying to come to terms with it.

But on a spiritual level, I was already running on

"empty". I was a lost soul seeking the truth,

which I never did find when I was alive.

What meant most to me, more than anything else,

was to be a legend. To be adored and to be loved

by millions. That was why I worked so hard to

perfect my craft.

I was aware that legends of the past died in a

dramatic fashion, after achieving much success in

short yet productive and explosive lives.

Unconsciously, I guess that I was gearing myself

towards that direction.

In fact, I had known much earlier on that I would

not live to a ripe old age. I have shared this

knowledge with some of my loved ones.

Had I not died this time, I would have died during

or after the final concerts. My time on Earth was

basically up."

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explained in very simple terms, but for

celebrities like Michael Jackson, Jimi Hendrix,

Elvis, Bruce Lee and James Dean, it's a different

matter.

Perhaps when one has achieved what he has set out

to do, and does not move up to a higher spiritual

level, the game is over.

On the other hand, I've encountered people who

have reached the peak of their career and gave all

that up for spiritual growth, releasing all the

stress and tension that comes with being at the

top.

Some might think that I am being cruel when I say

that legends are best remembered when they die at

the peak of their career. (And Michael certainly

knew that.)

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Q. What was your problem? What was bothering

you?

questions. And I was seeking answers which I

wasn't able to find.

Now that I am in a spiritual dimension, things

have become clear to me. I was developing mostly

on the external, but inside me, without realizing

it, I was empty. I was confused and hurt by the

conflicts that I had to deal with, both internally

and externally.

On top of that, I was depressed by the financial

mess that I had created. Basically, I had spent

more than I earned. And, being a generous person,

I had also loaned substantial amounts of money to

some of my family members and friends.

Then, there were the physical pain and severe

insomnia that I was experiencing.

But I now realize that many of these health issues

had been created on the spiritual level and then

manifested in my body."

to seek externally e.g. another religion, another

guru, etc., whereas the answer lies inside us all.

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It is important to balance the output of energy in

both the physical and spiritual world. In

Michael's case, he wanted to heal the world, but

yet, he was part of the problem and he needed

healing as well.

I was surprised that Michael couldn't find the

right person to help him solve his spiritual

problems when he was alive. I, like many people,

assumed that he has at least some intelligent and

knowledgeable people surrounding him.

But then, we can't really blame anybody because if

Michael did not want to listen to anyone, nobody

could do anything about it.

Michael was not an exception as many celebrities

very often lose sight of reality. Michael, no

doubt, was a very compassionate person but it is

obvious that being good and compassionate are not

enough to survive in the physical world - you also

need internal and external wisdom and strength.)

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Q. What was your emotional state at the time

of your death?

The pressure of making that final series of

concerts successful got to me. Even though I was

excited about performing in the final concerts, I

was worried about the outcome. Being a

perfectionist made it even worse.

Nevertheless, I was all geared up and had really

wanted to complete the final concerts.

The negative impact of stress started from that

child molestation trial earlier on. I was

extremely disappointed and despaired over the

betrayal by the people I loved and trusted.

On top of the mental anguish, there were also the

physical pain and fatigue from the rehearsals.

Then, there were other issues which stemmed from

my seeking for answers to life and truth.

Conflicts were created between some members of my

family, specifically over religious beliefs, when

I sought truth outside of my traditional Jehovah

Witness faith."

the excitement in his soul when he talked about

the final concerts, as his death was only 2 days

ago. But alas, he couldn't complete it.)

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Q. Where are you now?

to heal my soul, before I can move on."

further on what a "spiritual clinic" is, my

understanding of it is that it is like a rehab

center for those newly-departed whose souls have

been badly injured or hurt. And Michael was

certainly an injured soul.

While Michael was no doubt a nice, sincere and

compassionate man, he had a troubled life.

Spiritually, he had no proper guidance. It wasn't

wrong for him to achieve all that he did, but to

become a victim of his own success and fame was a

tragedy.

Hopefully, this serves as a lesson for us all - no

matter how successful one is in the physical

world, one must remain humble because God is

always above us.)

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Q. Have you finally found what you were looking for?

happiness.

I realized that now, I am neither black nor white.

I am neither male nor female. I am just a soul.

I couldn't see it then but now, I realize that

different religious paths to God were man-made.

The only way towards God is the spiritual path."

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Q. Do you have a message for everyone?

words. You all know how I feel about you. Though

some of you might have been unhappy over religious

issues and the way that I was being influenced

negatively, please let it all go. No one is to be

blamed for anything. We are all here in this world

for a purpose. I have done my part. Spiritually,

it was time for me to go.

did. But now, I can see clearly and understand

that you had never intended to hurt me. If we had

been more spiritual, we would know that being

obsessed with anything can be harmful.

my children with. Remember the pendant that I gave

you? You said that you lost it. Recently, after my

departure, I knew that you were searching for it

frantically. It isn't lost but in one of the

cupboards in your room.

(Note: Michael also mentioned about "Stoopy", which I have no idea who or

what it is.)

have gone through. The good and the bad. But

that's life. To those who had misunderstood me, I

am sorry (Michael showed very strong emotions at

this point.)

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through my music, videos and the work that I have

done for humanity. I hope to see a better world

emerging, where children and animals are treated

better. I also apologize for not being able to do

the final concerts. Thank you so much for your

love and support."

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Final Words:

When Michael first appeared before me, I could

feel his sadness. He was carrying a lot of

negative energy. So much so that it rubbed off on

me. (In fact, for 3 days after the "interview", I

felt lethargic and had a very bad headache.)

Michael gave me the impression that he really

wanted to help raise the consciousness of the

world through his music, but unfortunately, he was

also caught up in the commercialized world of

images and money.

In other words, he was a true artist, caring more

for art than profits. Perhaps, he would have been

better off if he had paid more attention to the

financial side of things.

Michael also acknowledged that he was close to his

sisters, and they were probably the only few

people who did not exploit him for his generosity

with money. He wished that he was more like Janet,

who's better at managing her own fortune.

In addition to the above questions, I also managed

to ask him about the child molestation case, which

I am sure that many of you would like to know.

While a man in the physical world might lie, a

soul in the spiritual world does not lie. Michael

confirmed to me that he was not a child molester

nor was he gay. He was betrayed by the family who

brought up the case against him but it is no

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longer an issue now. He has forgiven them, just

like he has forgiven his Dad.

Finally, I asked him about the children. Was he

the biological father to his 3 children? I know

the answer but that isn't important. When Michael

was alive, he treated his children extremely well.

In fact, because of his sensitivity and

generosity, he was a much better father than most

of the men out there.

He was "unique and unusual" (by normal standards)

and his eccentric lifestyle certainly supported

that observation. But, what's wrong with that?

Many artistic and creative people are "strange" in

their own ways but because he is Michael Jackson,

he got more public scrutiny than anyone else. His

Dad, Joe, put up with a lot of Michael's antics

because he was generous with money.

With this "interview" (whatever you want to call

it), I hope that the messages from Michael can

help to heal the pain and answer some of the

questions that his loved ones and fans might have.

Michael Jackson has found his peace. He is happier

where he is now. We should not mourn his physical

demise but celebrate his rebirth in the spiritual

world.

(Note: If you want to send messages to Michael, please email me at

he will not be able to respond to you at this time because of his spiritual

commitment.)